black cats & marshmallows

I used to say that my life fell apart after moving out of our old apartment - I felt like there was a positive curse inside that home keeping us all alive and happy. now that I'm older I can realise that I was just a 5 year old girl that wanted to find a reason behind her abuse and misery so I would blame the move(or something 'real'), but when I really looked into it, the curse was there long before we moved out.